السماح او الانتقام ؟ انت ماذا تختار ؟

[ضوء القمر 1]

  بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم
و الصلاة و السلام على النبي صلى الله عليه و سلم و تحية لجميع الاعضاء
اردت ان اكتب خاطرة لي كتبتها باللغة الانجليزية و اردت نشرها في هذا المنتدى دون غيره
و نظرا لان البعض لا يفهم اللغات الاجنبية فانا مسؤولة امامكم و امام الله عن مفهوم المحتوى لانني انا من كتبته بنفسي

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و رجاءً ممنوع نقله
When the chance is yours , it’s your turn , you’ve the two choice either forgiveness or revenge !
Then what would you choose to do??now I’m in this situation what’s my position ?personally I always forgive , then I always get hurts , this time , this day , everything has changed … instead to every tears I shed , instead of every scream I shouted , I’d be the one who break the people ‘s hearts ..the one who kills the souls , you can call me a fool , crazy, murderer, evil or bad girl , any adjectives ,any nickname …… I wouldn’t care , ‘cause I’ve been weak , very weak like a looser , but now , I’m strong… strong to face all my fears , strong to standing tall !! …… I’ve learned too much, now , I’m the master , I should teach you something special “how to respect me” I can break the rules, you can treat me like a criminal , gives you what you didn’t deserve and what you’ll never ever deserve was my crime …my mistake was given you the honor to insult me … however I promise you that you will never saw me cry ……I wanna restore my honor , somehow , yes , I can do it ….
I dislike this world , dislike faults , hate myself , this feeling … I wanna destroy everything standing in my way , I hate when the guilty person apologized to me , why I have to forgive you ? why should I forget what you do to me ?? saying “sorry , just forget , it won’t happen again” isn’t the good solution ….it doesn’t help it , doesn’t calm me down ….
Actually I can’t forget all the pain , all the sorrow that you given me , specially your words , it used to break me down , to broke my heart , but not now …….what I’m supposed to do ? for me you’re something special , but if it’s a game , I’ll show you how it’s played ……..
I’m not a doctor to deal the foolish patients , I’m not the nurse to treat the kids , I’m not the children mum !!! so, stop joking at me …
between love and hate a thin line , between , the life and the death a few seconds , between the good side and the bad side , the light and the darkness , between yes and no , between all of these , there is a piece of emotion , a word , a distance , …….. but between ME and YOU , between YOU and I there is a levels ……between forgiveness and revenge , between the happy ending and the tragedy ending , just a beat of heart and a decision of destiny …. so what can I choose to be fair …???
Now , it’s my turn , my vision , my opinion , my life ………. YOU! You used to be a part of my life , I said ”used to be” , did you know what does it mean?? “used to be “??? This is the joker card ….. that does mean “ happened in the past , and won’t happen anymore” ………
I can’t feel comfortable in both of your absence and your presence, , life keeps separate us while fate keeps insist to gathering us “ over and over again” not for one or twice ….. it’s for many time !!! I’m tired of pretending the role of angels , what I’m supposed to do? this is a test so what should I answer?? What’s my best decision “ forgiveness or revenge “ ?????
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Imperfection is the human’s mistake ! everyone must respect this miss , isn’t my fault , I hate to do what I don’t want to do ! I’m free to decide , My way in this life “ either you regret, or you’ll pay the price “ ……… I can’t keep calm cause I’m magical, and so amazing prodigy girl , yeah , that’s me …….

-:مواضيع أخرى تفيدك:-

• الشماخ يسجل هدفين ويؤهل أرسنال
• البيول يرفض الانتقال للبرشا

[ضوء القمر 1]

و الى كل من يفهم اللغة الانجليزية ارجو اخباري برايك في اسلوبي بدون مجاملة و ماهو خيارك السماح او الانتقام؟

[الـرومـانـسـيـه]

وعليكم السلام مرحبا بعودتك اختى الغاليه
طبعا اسلوبك رائع ومميز ولكن اعتذر الك ليس مكانها هناا ستنقل الى القسم المناسب
واذا اردتى نقاشا عن انك تكون متسامحا او منتقماا فعليك فتح طرح باللغه العربيه هنا فى هذا القسم
شكرا لك غاليتى على تواجدك
نورتى المنتدى من جديد

[نسيم الاسلام]

forgiveness is my choice with out any thinking
thak you for this new subject

[نبراس..]

بالنسبة لما كتبتي فهو رائع تابعي الكتابة اختي

[سحر الخيال]

وعليكم السلام ورحمة الله وبركاته
عليه افضل الصلاة واتم التسليم
يا اهلا وسهلا اختي
ماشاء الله تبارك الرحمن
فعلا كلمات جميلة وشعورك واضح فيها
I think I'll choose forgiveness
although it always painful but I don't like to grudge

even if that person was too varmint , I prefer to forgive
but there are lots of people that you can't forget what they did
even if you try ... it's difficult
I enjoyed reading you topic
your word was full of pain but it was honest feeling
thanks sister
go ahead
I'm waiting your new topics
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